My Feelings!!

So I'm gonna write a little bit about how I'm doing. I am doing really good. Just a few things and I'm not even sure if this will make sense but it does to me.  So I have been feeling a little lonely...I have the best husband in the world. When he was home I was so used to him telling me that he loved me and just little things he would say day to day. Text messages he would send to make me feel good. Well since he has been gone I of course don't get to talk to him very often, And if I do its usually only minutes. I KNOW that it's not his fault. He is very busy and has other things on his mind.  But the truth is I miss him and I don't feel missed. I know that he does it is just how I have been feeling. But then last night it was like he knew I was kinda down cause outta no where he sends a text that said "I love you". That totally made my night and day I felt soo much better. It's kinda silly. I'm just so used to hearing those comforting words and when you don't hear that as much it makes you kinda sad. So thank you Dee!! I love you! =) And you make my heart happy!!  I was so excited to send him his first package today. Even though its not much I am excited!

One week down

Well we have officially made it through the first week. HOORAY! I have kept myself and the girls plenty busy. Saturday night one of my very good friends Melissa came over and we had pizza and movie night for the girls and her and I made hair bows. It was fun to just talk about things. I'm grateful for friends like her. Overall things have been good. Other than I'm ready to not be pregnant anymore!! I have been sooo uncomfortable with this pregnancy than i ever remember with the other 2. EVERYTHING hurts!! :) One of our good friends Joel painted Coopers room this last weekend and I love it! Thanks Joel!!! Today when I picked Madie up from Ericas house she seemed sad and we asked her whats wrong and she said that she cried today because she misses dad! :( This is our first bad day (which is a good thing considering). I asked her if anyone helped her when she was sad and she said Whitney did. Whitney said "Do you want to call your dad?" Madalyn replied "we can't call him, we have to wait for him to call us" It broke my heart but it was all good cause i said Hey lets go get a ice cream cone and everything was all better. Tonight we went to Gymnastics. The girls love going to gymnastics it keeps them busy and a way to get some energy out.  I miss you Dee and love you so so much!!